A big part of what goes on in my thought process is looking at the good, the bad and learning to move above that. I’ve often offended people with this pandect way of seeing things. It’s the devil’s advocate and then some with a sharp ladder-up leading to the floor just above the split level housing we call dualistic thinking. There are an incredible amount of perspectives to take into consideration and then some, before coming to a conclusion about anything and then above and beyond that our conclusions should continue to evolve.
On top of that I have a serious drive and desire to only see the good in all people. A huge lesson for an awakened soul is managing the influx of objective perspectives practically so they can be applied back into every day living situations. Within my learnings over the last few years I’m slowly coming into the hard edge where I can see both sides of the coin and the sphere the coin creates as it spins in sacred infinite geometry style but where I can consciously chose what is good for my best next minute, instead of the interconnected infinite moment. It’s such a fine balance between the me and the we in the now versus the forever expanding us.
The next minute might require me to think about making a decision that will support my basic human growth in the here and now vs the multi-layered over-soul sight of my infinite surrender. This has been a slow fine tuning process, it feels like trying to a squeeze a magnificently large amethyst crystal into a toothpaste tube. Condensing what I see from the grey matter of over over view back into a simple black or white matter very applicable to the in the now view.
I can glimpse far into the root origins of someone’s behaviour psychically to see how that core desire or belief became completely flipped around and concluded into a single act of seemingly shallow narrowmindedness. This ability is bestowed to those whom have a huge heart. When you can love and love some more, love with no boundaries, love with unrelenting craft, you will be given insight into the heart of another human being and with that an unconditionally forgiving disposition. Along side this ability to cosmically love comes great responsibility of assisting others in seeing their own hearts, if they are willing and if benefiting conditions permit for both. For the die hard lightworker this translates into: whatever won’t literally kill me.
With this said, I’ve come to understand the value in what supports me on my journey and what will simply hold me back energetically from feeling balanced. We all have specific needs as individuals that will be suffocated or supported by other’s energies. When I speak of energies I am speaking of human beings themselves in all their multifaceted forms. Each person is carrying a different frequency, resonating to a different set of life lessons and as they do their life thing they radiate a specific frequency onto you while interacting with them.
Sometimes we need to come up against some very contrasting energies in order to wake-up to certain blind spots we have in relation to ourselves. These contrasting energies create push and pull moments, weeks or hell lets face it, even years of push-pull interacting to create the situations that are necessary for us to come into full awareness of our personal blind spots, the subconscious stuff that is trying to creep up to the surface, as it yells—by way of emotional pain—“can you please look at this because it’s killing you faster than necessary and holding you back from blissness and soul missions”.
Interestingly we don’t even need to be interacting with people dead-on to be experiencing these varying types of exchanges. We can often simply come into contact with someone at one point in our lives and a connection is made with them, a quantum entanglement is made with them and from that point on even if we aren’t with them we’re still magnetized to the lessons this contrasting ‘energy’ will provide us with, until the lesson is completed and we’re zapped into wakefulness. We have always understood the value of a witness to our lives and we know through quantum physics, that nothing that is observed is unaffected by the observer.
If quantum entanglement is reached, through whatever sticky glue you want to name and we can continue to observe each other from afar, this web of influence we have over each other begins to become very palpable in the here and now of our lives. This is how I understand the subtler interconnectedness of all species to be helping each other evolve. What allows this process to become even more transformative is when the one being observed is aware that they are being observed by another. The question then becomes, from what frequency are we be observing by? It then becomes a two folded development, one occurring subconsciously and the other through the conscious observation of being observed in itself.
Being so sensitive to energy I have really appreciated the different types of people that I’ve been both witnessing and a witness to being witnessed by. I am grateful for the light energies that have acted as guardians and angelic watchers in my life, filling me with a sense of strength and a feeling of unconditional love. I have also been grateful and appreciative for the darker more karmic energies that I’ve been entangled with that have been observing me and creating a push and pull type growth path. Just like a flower will grow differently under an incandescent light verses direct sunlight, so will a human being develop differently under the watchful eye of a grey toned observer verses a light or a shadow tone one.
Choosing who we wish to observe is just as important as choosing who we wish to be observed by. Much gratitude and blessings to those watchful loving eyes and as well to the rest of them, I love you anyway. And if your observing me is not conducive to my wellbeing, well, for very practical reasons, bye bye to our energetic cord!
BLASTING LOVE
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